Can I scream?

My boyfriend lost his son, lost his job, his lawyer died, he just found out he has a heart problem, and he lost his insurance. He's now paying child support and has no choice but to pay his ex's medical bills along with his son's. His ex didnt pay any co-pays for over a year so she hands him a $200-$300 bill from the hospitals. He can't even afford health insurance. It's hot to about 96 degrees in the house, and she's on the phone complaining that he has no right to be having mental break downs because his life is fine. The poor guy has her credit card company's calling his parents, harassing him and calling the work place. I lost my job so I can't even help him. I've been trying to go back to college. I am 20 years old, and I am usually able to get through anything and now about 5 min ago, 80 year old mother just said to me "maybe I should just drop dead." I am alone in a house and have no clue what to do or say. I have a $5000 I got from the hospital and I need help. I think I am having a panic attack. Feel like I'm going to throw up. I am surrounded by people and I just feel so alone...